Words Of Clay

   I believe in myself but do you believe in me ? Probably not, but why should you ? Just do me one favor. Lie to me. Fill my brain with false knowledge! Don't hurt my tenderly molded ego that I rest on. Tell me you love me. Tell me I make you happy. Insist on getting engaged and make me depend on your affection. Hold me, love me, treat me like a orphan in need of a friend and motherly figure in my life. Then drop me. Leave me. Don't explain, just run out on me. Never come back, and never look back. Act as if I never deserved your time. Play with my heart, baby, because I'm just a toy. Pretty boy toy that you used to adore, but every child grows away from toys. Stop playing babe, just abandon me already. I'll still be here, waiting for the next one to play me. I never deserved such a gorgeous girl anyway...

I feel used. One girl admitted she only follows me because I'm beautiful...Hahaha! Is there anyone out there who actually listens to my words anymore. Who follows me for my beautiful words instead of my beautiful face? I mean, I appreciate the compliments! I really do but I am capable of holding conversations about subjects unrelated to sexual intercourse. I thought only guys acted that way but I quess I was wrong. Some of you girls are interesting though! Well, enjoy my beautiful face! Hahahaha ^.^

I've noticed a lot of words coming from women these days. It's all about heartbreak too! Of course, you're going to get your heart broken. I hate to admit it but its truth. And it isn't just going to happen once. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends and family will help you through it. You always have the ones who truly love you as a support team. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again. When you find that specail someone, your heart will be invincible.

Apart we are calm, friendly, and slightly distracted.
Together we are disruptive, free-spirited, and chaotic.
Apart we have manners and can hear our conscious.
Together we are oblivious and create so much noise, it seems as though we have no conscious.
The world is better off without you and me together, but in order to actually live in this world, I need you by my side.

Piczo is a great website. Easy way to blog & meet new people right? I love it. I can talk about whatever I want. I love seeing messages(1) at the top of the page as well, but today was odd. I know I message some of my followers randomly but I don't message just anyone who I don't follow or who doesn't follow me. Thats what happened today! A random piczoer messaged me, requesting outside communication...A private mailbox! Okay, whatever, but then she says "I will send pictures later" Thats when I realized she had no pictures on piczo...Whatever, some people like being a mystery. She says she viewed my profile...Read my blogs? Thats what they're there for...Then she says she's interested or something & she made it sound like we'd meet in person. My momma aint raise no fool! I refuse to private message her or set up a meeting...No adresses or numbers or emails or anything! I warn you beautiful piczoers now! Don't ever seek contact with anyone no matter who they say they are or what they promise you! You never really know who you're dealing with...